Two years ago, when Hagar and I weren’t separated, we were living in military quarters in Hamworthy, Poole. I met a woman called Lynne Mctaggart and she introduced me to the notion of manifestation. The idea that we create our own luck and in order achieve your dreams you need to state them out loud. This led me to read a book called The Secret and also to watch the DVD. I made Hagar watch it too.
Now our life wasn’t going in the direction we wanted so I suggested that we create a manifestation sheets to summon our dreams – the laminated sheets are stuck on the corridor between the kitchen and the hall of my rented house, t’chateau. We worked backwards and found a magic number. The final sum that we felt could give us all we needed to live a sustainable life, completely self sufficient. We wrote ourselves a cheque for £10,000,000 and it is fixed on the same wall as the manifestation sheets.
What did we have to lose? Nothing. It costs nothing to visualise the sort of life you want to live and lead. Of course, the cost of living the life you visualise – that is a different matter altogether. Now, four years on, and one mother fucker of a roller coaster ride later, including a crown court trial, a media scandal, an internet stalker, some vile trolls, ostracisation, freedom, some chickens, ducks, pigs, rabbits, friends, family, love, laughter, dancing, drinking, eating and great beauty – I am back.
I have a positive posting policy. I am not into dissing other people live online or dwelling on my stress. I am no angel. In my head there sometimes is some serious shit gritting going down. I am looking for solace around every corner; looking for signs that everything is going to be alright. I know it is in my soul even though some days I feel we walk a tight rope but I am still pushing on. I am back to manifesting my dreams again but I can’t do it on my own. I need you to help me. I know that I need to persuade you to get onboard and to stick with me. I know that I have to convince you that I am worth it. You have to buy into me, even invest in me. Trust me.
The new mission is this:
1.) Publish audiobook. I have been in the studio with 80s music producer Ant Clark and we are just putting the finishing touches together but I need to know how to get the book to market. Anyone….?
2.) Publish 2nd edition of A Modern Military Mother – Tales from the Domestic Frontline – do I go with Createspace again? I need to get it into UK retailers.
3.) Grow the blog – hit some serious stats. I have a new guy on my team. I have faith in him.
4.) Make a six part TV show. I need to find relationships with sponsors that are visionary enough to pioneer, think outside the box and set trends.
How can you help me today?
1.) Buy the first edition of A Modern Military Mother Tales from the Domestic Frontline and review it on Amazon
3.) Watch my pilot TV show AMMMTV
4.) Introduce me to your friends
Thank you – MWAH! xxx